Such a long hiatus!

This morning, I just randomly remembered this blog that I had and WOW! I have been more than a whole year after from the last time I blogged and so many different things have happened to me.

Maybe later I might do some recap of my life in the past year but currently, in this very minute, I am just too lazy to do it.. Sowie~~ but without a doubt, there are sure many exciting and unpredicted event that happened in this past year whether it is personally or regarding individuals around me.

Well, on a different note, I might be able to graduate in the next Convocation hopefully! i mean if i pass my current subject and the one that i'll be repeating, that is the end of my degree life. Kinda scared of the working world but Heck, everyone will have to face it some day unless you are seriously planning to rot away at home. Trust me, staying put at the same place for a long period of time is really not my cup of tea let alone being kinda useless for wasting away~~

Therefore, I guess this is the end of this post and instead of "See You Again", with the constant occurence of long hiatus from me on this page, I am well better off saying "See You When i See You"

Signing off with a picture from tumblr, courtesy of kyuhaes. I really love what it says!

So Near Yet So Far..! :'(

Disclaimer : this is gonna be a pretty depressed & emo post..:'(

Well today's post is mostly gonna be about how so many concert that happened around me is always so near yet so far.. Where do i begin?? well i guess i really have to backdate all the events back to the year 2011..

1. MNet Most Amazing (MOA) in Malaysia
Date: 03 December 2011
Line-Up : Super Junior, F(x), Miss A & B1A4
- when this concert came to Malaysia, i wants that mush hurt when i missed it as i managed to attend the previous 2 Super Junior concerts in Malaysia already ( SS4 & Hari Belia). But that doesn't mean that I didn't wanna go to this concert too.. but at least it is not that painful to miss it..

2. 2012 Super Asia Showcase In Malaysia
Date : 11 December 2012
Line-Up : Super Junior-M, EXO-M & BTOB
- my first painful hit. My bad for being a cheapskate. When I initially found out about this concert, I already asked my dad to see if he has any connections to get me the tix since i know he has a friend that have business connection with the venue owner. Hope came and left in just a snap, and it sure hurts! Initially, my hope was brought down when the owner say he have to give out to his business suppliers first b4 seeing is there any leftover. Next, i was told that he only have one pair left, which one of it will be given to his daughter.. (Happy much!!). but the next time, i was told dat the daughter is bringing her friend along so POOF! there goes my tix..!! and it was too late to convince my dad to allow me to spend my own money for the tix so bye bye SJ-M...................

3. The 27th Golden Disk Awards In Malaysia
Date : 15 & 16 January 2013
Line-Up : Super Junior, Shinee, DBSK, SNSD-TTS, Big Bang, F(x) Miss A, T-ARA, Infinite, Teen Top, 2AM, 2NE1, After School, 4 Minute, KARA, MBlaq, Psy, Sistar, WG and etc.. (too many..)
- till now the most painful one. But the tix was really too ex already.When I initially found out about this concert, I practically begged my dad to see if he has any connections to get me the TICKETS!! Damn! it is like the GRAMMIES of Korea..!! Never thought they would do it here. Once again. hope came and left in just a snap, and it definitely hurts this time! The "provider" is the GM of Sepang. But sadly when I found out, he already went overseas for holidays and he said that his signature is needed for the tix release. So i was waiting hopefully for him to come back b4 the event day... which he managed too!! YAY!! Cloud 9!! BUT THEN, HIS EMPLOYEES SAYS THAT IT IS UNFAIR SINCE THERE IS NT ENUF FOR THEM!! so no tix once again...*crying a river by now*................... (n fyi, SuJu did win the Daesang award!! E.L.F. 4eva!! cried when watching the fancam, they totally deserved it!)

4. Twin Tower Alive
Date : 23 March 2013 ( today!)
Line-Up : Backstreet Boys, 2NE1 & others..
- most probably won't be able to get tix also this time for the FANZONE but even when it is a free concert, but dad dun allow me to go because it is at night. HUHU!!! it is Backstreet boys with Kevin!! I've been idolizing this group since i was a kid! but till now, dad is still not allowing because he says it is too rowdy.. :(

So I'm currently sitting at home, in front off my com, hoping that when dad comes back, he will allow me to go.. it is free..! he can come along too...! haiz....

Signing off!

D-0: Enlistment Day!

Actually when I woke up this morning, I know that I wanted to blog something as a tribute to Leeteuk enlisting into the army. However, as I'm sitting in front of the computer now, my mind is just blank on what I should write about.

I can drone on and on about how I'm going to miss him (which is true) but yet, I feel, if I am going to write a blog post as a tribute for him, I might as well make it meaningful.

My encounter with Leeteuk, I may say he is definitely once of the first Super Junior member that I saw before, only then, I did not know his name nor which group he belongs to. This is because, I firstly saw him though SNSD "girls go to school" where he and Shindong appeared in the first episode. In that episode, he was really shy to go into SNSD's dorm but yet they were there to join the housewarming party. I still vividly remember how he and Shindong were pushing each other, and playing around outside of SNSD dorm.Thus,my first impression of him is a guy that is very playful. During that time, I did not thought that a person like this would be able to make me love him so dearly.

As I think back now, I kinda finds it hard to really put how I fall in love with Super Junior chronologically. maybe this is because, I have been going heads-over-heels on them for almost 2 years now. With them, everything just seems to happen naturally.

Anyway, the next thing I realize was, I was going for Super Show 3. At times, even now, i always wonder why was i so persistent to go for that concert but yet i definitely admit that it is a choice that i would not regret. Even at ceratin nights, when i close my eyes, i still can remember the moments when i was at the concert. Leeteuk.. best memory was he was singing a cover "Kiss You Goodbye" by Wang Lee Hom. No doubt then, why his nickname was "Angel Leader" for he really looks very angelic as he shed his usual playful and active image to sing a slow ballad. And the smile that came after that performance, PRICELESS..!

I  definitely going to miss him MC-ing at the variety shows that Super Junior guest in for he is such a natural MC that he always end up MC-ing partially any show that he appears in. But most of all, I would miss his mere presence among the group member for his aura as a leader is really strong although he always plays around.

And here's my promise to Leeteuk..

"Leeteuk Oppa. I promise to always support the group members and protect them when you are in the army; to still love you the same and patiently wait for you return to Super Junior when you are released from the army; and to try my best to fullfil your wish that the day when Saphire blue balloons would fill the world coz like you said, with Super Junior, it is never an "END" but an "AND"..:) So in return, please come back safely and healthily from the army, arraji??"

Finally a small part of my collection of photos of our "Special Angel Leader" (I'm sorry if I post some of the photos that belong to any user without crediting coz I had these photos for quite a while and I kinda forgets where I saved them from)

이특 오빠, 사랑해요!! 기다릴게!! 우리는 에프예요!

Here and Back Again

Wow! I did not realize that i have left my blog idle for so long. It have been almost 8 months since my last blog entry. No wonder my sister say my blog is dead. :(

Well, a heck lot of event happened to me during these 8 months (duh! 8 months have passed and u expect nothing to happen? *rolls eyes*). So, I have decided to blog backdated events. This would also mean.. THIS BLOG IS GONNA BE SO MESSY!! but I'll still try to blog it according to sequence..:P

Anyways, that is about all that I wanna say in this blog post. Till we meet again..^.^ and quoting Bugs Bunny..

That's All Folks!!!

Getting back together..^^

Today's post is a bit more to self-reflections. I never really knew how precious a friendship could be till I almost lost one. When the bond is there, you won't realize actually how fragile that bond could be.. and when it cracks, it take a huge effort to fix it back. Even then, the scars remains....

Recently, I joined a group in Facebook. This group consists of E.L.F.s, the fans of Super Junior. In this page is where we all go and brag about our love towards the boys. Anyway, from this group, I made a lot of new friends, friends that loves Super Junior as much as I do. And i got especially close with one E.L.F, A.

A and I were role playing as lovers in the group. The moment we both started chatting, we just clicked. I could just chat anything with A. I really enjoy A's presence. Most of the time, I purposely go online just hoping to be able to see A online so that I could chat with A.

Then one day, approximately a month after we knew each other, in one emotional night, we started chatting real deep topics. The both of us got so close that it was quite usual for both of us to confide our secrets to each other. A knows some of my secrets and I knew some of A's. At that night, A finally told me a secret regarding A that I knew a long time ago, but through another party. During that chat, we both decide to experiment "love". We formed a contract where we shall be in a relationship for a 3-months trial. After 3 months, if there isn't any sparks between us, den we will call it off. But if there is sparks between us, we shall continue till either of us found someone who is able to love us more than how we love each other.

However, the very next night, everything just seems so wrong. Both of us just suddenly got really agitated with each other. maybe it is because we just naturally developed expectations for each other when agreed to entered into the relationship. That night, our chat was the most boring one that we ever had. Everything just seems so wrong. The whole night, we both just ended up being frustrated with one another. From the usual sweet chats, we were like chatting just for the sake that we were together. In the end, in less than 24 hours, I called off the relationship as I seriously prefer the old us, the sweet friendship than this sour relationship, filled with anger and jealousy.

After calling it off, I suddenly felt a sense of relieve although I knew I shouldn't be feeling so. I was feeling relieve because I felt like I manage to salvage the broken bond before it goes for the worst. That night, I think back to the time when I confess to a close friend of mine where i was rejected. Although the both of us were still friends after that, I was always angry when that friend manage to get a new lover.

Today, it was the first time we chatted again. Though it is not as sweet as before, but i guess it is making progress. In those days when A was absent, I finally know how it feels to long for someone. Every single time I sign in my Facebook, I was devastated when i saw that A is not online. In the end, I even end up not signing in to Facebook because I don't want to handle the disappointment of not seeing A online.

In conclusion, I really hope we can return to where we first started. That moments that i shared with A will forever inscribed in my memories. I would take this as a part and parcel of life, a lesson well learnt. And as an additional info, I was no longer mad at the friend who rejected my confession 3 years back. In fact, I was glad that we could continue to become friends after I confess as I realize not everyone could set aside the bad part of the relationship and just hold on to the good parts. Thus, over here, in today's blog, I would like to dedicate it to A and the friend that I confess to, I....

me2day

This is gonna be a short one as i don't really have much to write... ^^

Anyway, me2day have opened up their page to English-medium user and as usual, yours truly have went and got herself registered... *give self a pat on the back*

Currently, I have "a few" Kpop's idol on my list of Friends... Hope that it will grow more soon... *fingers crossed*

Just an additional information, in case if anyone is curious, my me2day account is http://me2day.net/munny2406 ( add me as your friend, please??)

n... THAT'S ALL!!! (Told you it is gonna be a short one... hehehe)

HeeChul Army Enlistment... :(

Yeah, i know it might be slightly late to blog about this but Super Junior's Heechul announced on Monday that he is going to get enlisted on September 1st 2011.

When i firstly saw the news, to be honest, i was dumbstruck!!! why?? coz i was only expecting to be parted with him next year, like he said before this... i was even anticipating to see him again during Super Show 4 next year. (he actually kinda promise to return back to Malaysia for Super Show 4 at the ending of Super Show 3)

So, when i read the news, memories start to flood back to my mind... memories of Heenim... without realizing it before, Heechul was actually one of the first Super Junior member that i know. This is because Super Junior's "Intimate Note" was the first variety show i watch for Super Junior. In that episode, i was wondering why everyone is insulting Heenim when they were so far from him but fears him when he is close by and Hankyung seems to be the only one who doesn't fear him as much.(n now i know why... :p)

To me, Heechul is not someone i will love straight away but he have the charms of slowly growing on me... not before long, he is one of the member of Super Junior member that i look forward to see on shows although he is not my biased. I guess this is because he always manage to lit up the atmosphere around him when he appears on shows, whether through his confidence or uniqueness.

Many times, i came across articles and posts saying how they think he is weird and arrogant, but to me, these people say these word because they do not know him as his fans does. Anti-fans may say that we are just plain blinded, but to us, they are the blinded one. Heechul is actually really sweet,kind and nice. Just because he interacts differently compared others, that does mean he is weird. As for his confidences, what he say was correct! if he doesn't make sure he shines first, how is he able to make others shine when they r with him? for example, when he went for "Infinite Youth", he actually gave pointers to Sunny n Hyomin on how to make sure the camera films u n how to attract attention when in a full shot. If he is arrogant, he will not give out these tips to his juniors.

And without realizing, I actually started looking forward to his tweets everyday coz like Eunhyuk said during Intimate Note, "Is Heechul an idol or a netizen?". Heechul always manage to find time to tweet at least once a day... reading his tweets makes me feel really close to him as I'll know all his activities of the day as he like to include pics together with his tweets.

So. when I found out that this 'Milky-Skinned Big Star of the Universe, Kim HeeChul" is going to stop emitting his radiance for 2 years, I was devastated as I know I'll definitely miss the light he releases.. but like the other E.L.F and Petals, I will wait patiently for him to come back, supporting him all the way!!!

therefore, a little tribute to this BRIGHT STAR, SUPER JUNIOR KIM HEECHUL!!!

besides... who else can really pull of a girls hairstyle like this so perfectly... i know even some girl can't pull off this hairstyle!!! seriously...!

so till we meet again, 희철오빠............사랑해 희희오빠!!!!

우유빛깔 김희철!!!! 사랑해요 김희철!!! 우리는 에프예요!!!