So Near Yet So Far..! :'(

Disclaimer : this is gonna be a pretty depressed & emo post..:'(

Well today's post is mostly gonna be about how so many concert that happened around me is always so near yet so far.. Where do i begin?? well i guess i really have to backdate all the events back to the year 2011..

1. MNet Most Amazing (MOA) in Malaysia
Date: 03 December 2011
Line-Up : Super Junior, F(x), Miss A & B1A4
- when this concert came to Malaysia, i wants that mush hurt when i missed it as i managed to attend the previous 2 Super Junior concerts in Malaysia already ( SS4 & Hari Belia). But that doesn't mean that I didn't wanna go to this concert too.. but at least it is not that painful to miss it..

2. 2012 Super Asia Showcase In Malaysia
Date : 11 December 2012
Line-Up : Super Junior-M, EXO-M & BTOB
- my first painful hit. My bad for being a cheapskate. When I initially found out about this concert, I already asked my dad to see if he has any connections to get me the tix since i know he has a friend that have business connection with the venue owner. Hope came and left in just a snap, and it sure hurts! Initially, my hope was brought down when the owner say he have to give out to his business suppliers first b4 seeing is there any leftover. Next, i was told that he only have one pair left, which one of it will be given to his daughter.. (Happy much!!). but the next time, i was told dat the daughter is bringing her friend along so POOF! there goes my tix..!! and it was too late to convince my dad to allow me to spend my own money for the tix so bye bye SJ-M...................

3. The 27th Golden Disk Awards In Malaysia
Date : 15 & 16 January 2013
Line-Up : Super Junior, Shinee, DBSK, SNSD-TTS, Big Bang, F(x) Miss A, T-ARA, Infinite, Teen Top, 2AM, 2NE1, After School, 4 Minute, KARA, MBlaq, Psy, Sistar, WG and etc.. (too many..)
- till now the most painful one. But the tix was really too ex already.When I initially found out about this concert, I practically begged my dad to see if he has any connections to get me the TICKETS!! Damn! it is like the GRAMMIES of Korea..!! Never thought they would do it here. Once again. hope came and left in just a snap, and it definitely hurts this time! The "provider" is the GM of Sepang. But sadly when I found out, he already went overseas for holidays and he said that his signature is needed for the tix release. So i was waiting hopefully for him to come back b4 the event day... which he managed too!! YAY!! Cloud 9!! BUT THEN, HIS EMPLOYEES SAYS THAT IT IS UNFAIR SINCE THERE IS NT ENUF FOR THEM!! so no tix once again...*crying a river by now*................... (n fyi, SuJu did win the Daesang award!! E.L.F. 4eva!! cried when watching the fancam, they totally deserved it!)

4. Twin Tower Alive
Date : 23 March 2013 ( today!)
Line-Up : Backstreet Boys, 2NE1 & others..
- most probably won't be able to get tix also this time for the FANZONE but even when it is a free concert, but dad dun allow me to go because it is at night. HUHU!!! it is Backstreet boys with Kevin!! I've been idolizing this group since i was a kid! but till now, dad is still not allowing because he says it is too rowdy.. :(

So I'm currently sitting at home, in front off my com, hoping that when dad comes back, he will allow me to go.. it is free..! he can come along too...! haiz....

Signing off!