When i firstly saw the news, to be honest, i was dumbstruck!!! why?? coz i was only expecting to be parted with him next year, like he said before this... i was even anticipating to see him again during Super Show 4 next year. (he actually kinda promise to return back to Malaysia for Super Show 4 at the ending of Super Show 3)
So, when i read the news, memories start to flood back to my mind... memories of Heenim... without realizing it before, Heechul was actually one of the first Super Junior member that i know. This is because Super Junior's "Intimate Note" was the first variety show i watch for Super Junior. In that episode, i was wondering why everyone is insulting Heenim when they were so far from him but fears him when he is close by and Hankyung seems to be the only one who doesn't fear him as much.(n now i know why... :p)
To me, Heechul is not someone i will love straight away but he have the charms of slowly growing on me... not before long, he is one of the member of Super Junior member that i look forward to see on shows although he is not my biased. I guess this is because he always manage to lit up the atmosphere around him when he appears on shows, whether through his confidence or uniqueness.
Many times, i came across articles and posts saying how they think he is weird and arrogant, but to me, these people say these word because they do not know him as his fans does. Anti-fans may say that we are just plain blinded, but to us, they are the blinded one. Heechul is actually really sweet,kind and nice. Just because he interacts differently compared others, that does mean he is weird. As for his confidences, what he say was correct! if he doesn't make sure he shines first, how is he able to make others shine when they r with him? for example, when he went for "Infinite Youth", he actually gave pointers to Sunny n Hyomin on how to make sure the camera films u n how to attract attention when in a full shot. If he is arrogant, he will not give out these tips to his juniors.
And without realizing, I actually started looking forward to his tweets everyday coz like Eunhyuk said during Intimate Note, "Is Heechul an idol or a netizen?". Heechul always manage to find time to tweet at least once a day... reading his tweets makes me feel really close to him as I'll know all his activities of the day as he like to include pics together with his tweets.
So. when I found out that this 'Milky-Skinned Big Star of the Universe, Kim HeeChul" is going to stop emitting his radiance for 2 years, I was devastated as I know I'll definitely miss the light he releases.. but like the other E.L.F and Petals, I will wait patiently for him to come back, supporting him all the way!!!
therefore, a little tribute to this BRIGHT STAR, SUPER JUNIOR KIM HEECHUL!!!
besides... who else can really pull of a girls hairstyle like this so perfectly... i know even some girl can't pull off this hairstyle!!! seriously...!
so till we meet again, 희철오빠............사랑해 희희오빠!!!!
우유빛깔 김희철!!!! 사랑해요 김희철!!! 우리는 에프예요!!!
