Getting back together..^^

Today's post is a bit more to self-reflections. I never really knew how precious a friendship could be till I almost lost one. When the bond is there, you won't realize actually how fragile that bond could be.. and when it cracks, it take a huge effort to fix it back. Even then, the scars remains....

Recently, I joined a group in Facebook. This group consists of E.L.F.s, the fans of Super Junior. In this page is where we all go and brag about our love towards the boys. Anyway, from this group, I made a lot of new friends, friends that loves Super Junior as much as I do. And i got especially close with one E.L.F, A.

A and I were role playing as lovers in the group. The moment we both started chatting, we just clicked. I could just chat anything with A. I really enjoy A's presence. Most of the time, I purposely go online just hoping to be able to see A online so that I could chat with A.

Then one day, approximately a month after we knew each other, in one emotional night, we started chatting real deep topics. The both of us got so close that it was quite usual for both of us to confide our secrets to each other. A knows some of my secrets and I knew some of A's. At that night, A finally told me a secret regarding A that I knew a long time ago, but through another party. During that chat, we both decide to experiment "love". We formed a contract where we shall be in a relationship for a 3-months trial. After 3 months, if there isn't any sparks between us, den we will call it off. But if there is sparks between us, we shall continue till either of us found someone who is able to love us more than how we love each other.

However, the very next night, everything just seems so wrong. Both of us just suddenly got really agitated with each other. maybe it is because we just naturally developed expectations for each other when agreed to entered into the relationship. That night, our chat was the most boring one that we ever had. Everything just seems so wrong. The whole night, we both just ended up being frustrated with one another. From the usual sweet chats, we were like chatting just for the sake that we were together. In the end, in less than 24 hours, I called off the relationship as I seriously prefer the old us, the sweet friendship than this sour relationship, filled with anger and jealousy.

After calling it off, I suddenly felt a sense of relieve although I knew I shouldn't be feeling so. I was feeling relieve because I felt like I manage to salvage the broken bond before it goes for the worst. That night, I think back to the time when I confess to a close friend of mine where i was rejected. Although the both of us were still friends after that, I was always angry when that friend manage to get a new lover.

Today, it was the first time we chatted again. Though it is not as sweet as before, but i guess it is making progress. In those days when A was absent, I finally know how it feels to long for someone. Every single time I sign in my Facebook, I was devastated when i saw that A is not online. In the end, I even end up not signing in to Facebook because I don't want to handle the disappointment of not seeing A online.

In conclusion, I really hope we can return to where we first started. That moments that i shared with A will forever inscribed in my memories. I would take this as a part and parcel of life, a lesson well learnt. And as an additional info, I was no longer mad at the friend who rejected my confession 3 years back. In fact, I was glad that we could continue to become friends after I confess as I realize not everyone could set aside the bad part of the relationship and just hold on to the good parts. Thus, over here, in today's blog, I would like to dedicate it to A and the friend that I confess to, I....

me2day

This is gonna be a short one as i don't really have much to write... ^^

Anyway, me2day have opened up their page to English-medium user and as usual, yours truly have went and got herself registered... *give self a pat on the back*

Currently, I have "a few" Kpop's idol on my list of Friends... Hope that it will grow more soon... *fingers crossed*

Just an additional information, in case if anyone is curious, my me2day account is http://me2day.net/munny2406 ( add me as your friend, please??)

n... THAT'S ALL!!! (Told you it is gonna be a short one... hehehe)

HeeChul Army Enlistment... :(

Yeah, i know it might be slightly late to blog about this but Super Junior's Heechul announced on Monday that he is going to get enlisted on September 1st 2011.

When i firstly saw the news, to be honest, i was dumbstruck!!! why?? coz i was only expecting to be parted with him next year, like he said before this... i was even anticipating to see him again during Super Show 4 next year. (he actually kinda promise to return back to Malaysia for Super Show 4 at the ending of Super Show 3)

So, when i read the news, memories start to flood back to my mind... memories of Heenim... without realizing it before, Heechul was actually one of the first Super Junior member that i know. This is because Super Junior's "Intimate Note" was the first variety show i watch for Super Junior. In that episode, i was wondering why everyone is insulting Heenim when they were so far from him but fears him when he is close by and Hankyung seems to be the only one who doesn't fear him as much.(n now i know why... :p)

To me, Heechul is not someone i will love straight away but he have the charms of slowly growing on me... not before long, he is one of the member of Super Junior member that i look forward to see on shows although he is not my biased. I guess this is because he always manage to lit up the atmosphere around him when he appears on shows, whether through his confidence or uniqueness.

Many times, i came across articles and posts saying how they think he is weird and arrogant, but to me, these people say these word because they do not know him as his fans does. Anti-fans may say that we are just plain blinded, but to us, they are the blinded one. Heechul is actually really sweet,kind and nice. Just because he interacts differently compared others, that does mean he is weird. As for his confidences, what he say was correct! if he doesn't make sure he shines first, how is he able to make others shine when they r with him? for example, when he went for "Infinite Youth", he actually gave pointers to Sunny n Hyomin on how to make sure the camera films u n how to attract attention when in a full shot. If he is arrogant, he will not give out these tips to his juniors.

And without realizing, I actually started looking forward to his tweets everyday coz like Eunhyuk said during Intimate Note, "Is Heechul an idol or a netizen?". Heechul always manage to find time to tweet at least once a day... reading his tweets makes me feel really close to him as I'll know all his activities of the day as he like to include pics together with his tweets.

So. when I found out that this 'Milky-Skinned Big Star of the Universe, Kim HeeChul" is going to stop emitting his radiance for 2 years, I was devastated as I know I'll definitely miss the light he releases.. but like the other E.L.F and Petals, I will wait patiently for him to come back, supporting him all the way!!!

therefore, a little tribute to this BRIGHT STAR, SUPER JUNIOR KIM HEECHUL!!!

besides... who else can really pull of a girls hairstyle like this so perfectly... i know even some girl can't pull off this hairstyle!!! seriously...!

so till we meet again, 희철오빠............사랑해 희희오빠!!!!

우유빛깔 김희철!!!! 사랑해요 김희철!!! 우리는 에프예요!!!

Mid Exams and Super Junior Teasers...\(^o^)/

Hello!! I'm finally back after almost 1 whole month... anyway, the newest addition of news in my life was my sis is back to Malaysia... 네! 내가언니!!! 너모 너무 행복!!! ( sorry for the random spazzing on Korean!!! is trying to pick up Korean recently, so if there is any sunbae out there, please teach me...)

Yeah, bout my mid term, yup i just finish my mid term today... Although it is just two subjects, but it is still as tiring... but i think i manage to fair well... hehehe... just super glad that it is over now

Finally, SUPER JUNIOR (슈퍼주니어)are releasing their teasers for their 5집... although i do not really understand the new concept, but anything done my 슈퍼주니어 오빠 (Super Junior Oppa) is 대박(Awesome)!!!! Currently, to date, only Eunhyuk, Donghae and Leeteuk teaser is released...  can't wait for the rest!!!

EunHyuk, 은혁 (released on 20th July 2011)

                         

DongHae, 동해 (released on 21th July 2011)

                             

Leeteuk, 이특 (released on 22th July 2011)

Photos credits to : superjunior.smtown.com

My 21th Birthday

Yup! u read it right! it is my 21th birthday today.. your truly was born on this day 21th years ago...on the year 1990! i dun really remember anything bout it but according  to my mom, among the three of us siblings, i was the baddest one in kicking in her womb!!!

Well, anyway, in my country, Malaysia, 21 is the legal age where only when you turn 21, you are allowed to legally go into casino( or is that the worldwide legal age for casinos??)

it is not like i wanted to gamble or even try gambling, but somehow the dealing of cards process always fascinates me...! the way all the cards is spread into a fan, flipped opened and closed again with the flick of a finger is just so amazing!!!

Besides, i feel my accomplishment this year is the most pleasing for me... Going for 2 Super Junior Concert ( Super Show 3 in Malaysia & Super Junior-M free concert at Hari Sejuta Belia, Putrajaya), went ice-skating for the first time in my life (very slippery, easier said than done sport) picked up minor korean words ( now, i can actually type most of the 'Hanja' characters without needing to refer to the table for which character is which key... but i still don't really understand the meanings of most korean words...hwaiting!!! i can do it!!)

Thus, before i bore anyone off with my non-stop blabbering, i think i better sign off!!! a little something for me to me...:

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Pui Mun
Happy Birthday To You

생일 축하 함나다
생일 축하 함나다
사랑하는 픠문 씨
생일 축하 함나다

Drivers... Again..!

I have no idea is it just that I get easily annoyed with minor mistakes of drivers in my country or do I actually tend to attract them. I just constantly seems to encounter them... Well, today's story goes like...

It was a sunny evening in my neighbourhood when I was taking a drive out in my pretty hot red car (just a Perodua Kancil, nothing much but I love it very much) to fetch my brother. As my knitting project is coming out well, I was actually in a fine mood.

Reached my grandma's home and saw my little brother napping on the couch. "Ah! he must be tired since he just recovered from fever. I shall let him nap a little longer". thus i went and have a light chat with Jian Haw, my cousin brother who was resting at the other couch.

As I do not feel like watching Nickelodeon on TV, I switched it to AXN to realize that CSI:NY was on TV. When it was showing the advertisements, I channel surfed to KBSW on Astro (GO HALLYU) and "Boys Over Flowers" was on TV.

I started telling my cousin brother bout how the show and him started my KPop craze(yeah, in 2009, i watched BOF and fell in love with Kim Hyun Joong. When i told the same cousin brother about this, he introduced me to SS501 n "Love Like This" and the rest is history) The both of us was enjoying the show, well i guess i enjoyed more coz in the end he switched back to AXN because i was fan-girling about JiHoo too much for him to handle.

Anyway, skipped to my drive home. After dropping my brother off outside the guard house, i drove down the hill to look for a parking spot. i was so happy that i found a spot not too down TILL... a green ATOS had one of the worse parking skills ever was parked behind the spot ( yeah, it is a parallel parking spot). the whole front tire was in the borderline and the hood was practically IN MY SPACE.

See! i wasn't exaggerating...

when i came down after parking, i realize that behind it was...

I really wonder how did the driver pass the parking test???

Question of the day: Do I attract "funny" drivers or am i just easily annoyed with other's driving??

진짜... 왜!!! (Seriously... Why!!!)

Why parent always vent their anger on their children? I mean, if they are frustrated with one another, tell them straight in their face! Don't use us kids as your connecting bridge, please??

With my current mood, i should not be even trying to blog bout this topic, but my frustration is seriously shooting right up to my brains. Parent should really realize that no matter how much you vent your FRUSTRATIONS about your other life partner to your kids, we will not vent it back to neither of you. In the end, the kids are the one suffering and receiving the blames.

For example, if dad closes the door and you dislikes it, TELL HIM SO. Don't go scolding me about how if i close my room door, i might as well leave the house. I really do not wish to hear lectures from you every night about how closing the room door is an insult to your "home open-privacy policy"

You should know better that i love both of you equally, no biases like how i feel towards Super Junior or Girls Generation members. Therefore, it hurts me too to see either of you getting hurt by any party.. :(

At this moment, this is all i have to say. Please try to treat my less harsh next time although you are angry, Okay??? *haiz*

settlement..??

My Dad came back from outstation and we brought the Myvi to the workshop. Although, he is frustrated and angry with my mom, i was really glad that he is willing to brng the car to the workshop. Apparently, the workshop belong to one of my dad's relative so the relative gave a quotation offer of RM250 for everything, which includes touch-up, fixed back the sensor n etc.

I was asked to called my mom to ask her whether is the price reasonable. My mom agreed to the price and thus the car went into fixing mode. So glad at least one phase is over. 

When i reached home, as i were to message the lady to inform her of the reimbursement, she sent a message over, offering only rm150. Although when i called my mom and she agreed to the offer, i was not contented. 

Then, with a sneaky mind, i pushed her to pay RM200 as i feel that it is only fair is such an amount is paid back to us. The next thing i know is, she agreed to RM200.

Therefore, now the settlement is over and i can have a peace of mind although still pretty shaken by the accident. Hope that i won't have to go through such an incident ever again. IT IS DEFINITELY NOT FUN NOR EXCITING...

Frustrated of lame drivers!!!

My mom was going back to her hometown (Taiping, Perak) today, so she asked me to fetch her to the bus station (Puduraya)

Therefore, woke up this morning and went through my daily routine. we have decided to drive my mom's myvi because we fear that i might not be able to get a parking when i come back.. oh! what a wrong decision was that!!

Throughout the driving journey, my mom and i was chatting about basic topics as we drove. When we took the junction between the Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad, i did not know that dangers lurks in it shadows.

When the traffic light turned RED at Bangunan Lin Hoe, I, as any normal driver would definitely stop. i mean, THAT"S COMMON SENSE!!!! but the next thing i know is this one Honda City came flying from behind and BANG MY REAR!!! it was literally bumper car impact in real life!!

WTH???!!!! pulled over at the side of the road and this indian lady emerged from the vehicle. Her reason for banging was HER BRAKES MALFUNCTIONED!!! *achoo* I AM ALLERGIC TO BULLSHIT!! her car was looking fine...?!

While my poor Myvi, from a brand new car became..

My sensors practically GONE!, the Bumper CRACKED and SCRATCHED!! and all she say was sorry??!!

Then, she agreed to pay for the damage. I was contented with that until she mentioned SHE WILL ASK HER SIDE OF THE MECHANIC AND BANK IN THAT AMOUNT??? WTF?! why can't i fax u the bill n u pay for that amount?! only God knows whether are you gonna go to some cheap mechanic shop and ask them for their quotation...!

but then, as my mom was rushing to catch her bus, i have to leave this matter aside first. but seriously, although it happened at 8.45 am, I'm still super pissed till now!!!

Conclusion: A minority of female drivers in the country should have their car taken away for the safety of others...N damn Y.O.U!!! that lady driver!!

first entry...^.^

Well, well,well! i finally created my own blog... still quite unsure of why i created it? is it due to peer pressure? or is it because i needed a place to pour my heart's contents out?

Anyway. I've wondering too of what should i blog about? my current craze towards Kpop? own daily events? or should i blog about my own imaginations? because these are the elements that made up who i'm today.. ^.^

Thus, after considering, i have decided that my blog would focus on....RANDOMNESS!!!

TO A HAPPY BEGINNING OF MY BLOGGING LIFE!!!!